 This is a tribute to my 14 year old baby girl Tilley. All of you knew her. She had cancer and went to be with Jesus one day after Thanksgiving 2006. She was my friend through out all the drugs, the men, the pain and the ugly. Only when I met my friend Barry did things start getting better. God used that relationship to change my life to be more like Christ. God had a plan that was important that I got hooked into. For there was my Blessing. Tilley was part of my path to get better too. Codependency, people pleaser, and addict of all sorts of filth, God delivered me of. God does not leave us like that if we are serious with Him. He has a 'better' life for us. He has LIFE itself for us. His name is Jesus Christ. Tilley was my baby girl. I had to let her go on to heaven to sit at the door of the mansion God has for me. (remember this was her favorite place? In front of the door?) She sits there now, waiting for me to return. For I was fashioned first in heaven, then allowed to become Rosella and Geralds daughter. I was to be to them, what Tilley was for me. Only so many times I fell short. Please forgive me Momma. God is helping me. Read this and know, God is working in all your lives. Just agree with Him. He holds your future! And it looks GREAT from here.....Jeremiah 29:11 says so "for I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord. Plans of peace and not calamity, to give you hope and a future". Praise God. I love each of you! H&HM Church Lady |